like every each and every single morning…Betterhelp 65 Per Week… particularly on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have always sucked they’ve constantly been actually tough psychological days for me i do not know what’s next i’m simply gon na try this out i might dislike it i don’t know i don’t really wish to get a therapist i’ve constantly wanted to just handle my psychological things without having to get one since to me i simply um i simply don’t wish to need to go through all of this and i do not wish to have to tell people all of my stuff and simply go through all of this i just do not seem like doing all of this and i really simply wished to manage this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after practically 30 years of trying so we’re gon na get into that today uh i do not know i’m just tired of handling this and like like i said.