like every each and every single morning…Betterhelp Android… specifically on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have actually constantly sucked they’ve constantly been really difficult psychological days for me i don’t understand what’s next i’m simply gon na attempt this out i might dislike it i do not understand i do not really wish to get a therapist i’ve always wished to just handle my psychological stuff without needing to get one due to the fact that to me i simply um i just don’t wish to need to go through all of this and i don’t wish to need to inform people all of my stuff and simply go through all of this i just don’t seem like doing all of this and i really simply wished to handle this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after practically 30 years of trying so we’re gon na enter that today uh i don’t know i’m just tired of dealing with this and like like i said.