like every every single morning…Betterhelp App For Mac… particularly on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have constantly drawn they have actually always been really tough psychological days for me i do not know what’s next i’m simply gon na try this out i may dislike it i don’t understand i don’t really want to get a therapist i have actually always wished to just handle my psychological things without needing to get one because to me i just um i simply do not wish to need to go through all of this and i do not want to need to tell individuals all of my stuff and simply go through all of this i simply do not feel like doing all of this and i really simply wanted to manage this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after almost thirty years of trying so we’re gon na enter that today uh i don’t understand i’m just tired of dealing with this and like like i said.