like every every single early morning…Betterhelp App Store… especially on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have actually constantly sucked they’ve constantly been really tough mental days for me i do not understand what’s next i’m simply gon na attempt this out i may hate it i don’t know i don’t actually want to get a therapist i have actually constantly wanted to just deal with my mental stuff without having to get one due to the fact that to me i just um i just don’t wish to need to go through all of this and i do not wish to have to tell people all of my things and simply go through all of this i just do not seem like doing all of this and i truly just wanted to handle this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after almost 30 years of attempting so we’re gon na enter that today uh i don’t know i’m simply tired of dealing with this and like like i stated.