like every every single morning…Betterhelp Com Defranco… particularly on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have constantly drawn they have actually constantly been actually difficult mental days for me i don’t understand what’s next i’m simply gon na try this out i may hate it i do not understand i do not truly want to get a therapist i have actually always wanted to simply handle my mental things without needing to get one since to me i simply um i just do not want to need to go through all of this and i do not wish to need to inform people all of my stuff and just go through all of this i just don’t seem like doing all of this and i truly just wished to handle this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after almost 30 years of attempting so we’re gon na get into that today uh i do not know i’m just tired of handling this and like like i said.