like every every early morning…Betterhelp Com Pakman… especially on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have always sucked they have actually constantly been really tough psychological days for me i do not understand what’s next i’m just gon na try this out i might dislike it i do not know i don’t actually want to get a therapist i’ve always wished to simply handle my mental things without needing to get one because to me i just um i just don’t want to have to go through all of this and i do not wish to have to tell individuals all of my stuff and just go through all of this i just don’t seem like doing all of this and i actually simply wanted to handle this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after practically thirty years of trying so we’re gon na get into that today uh i do not know i’m simply tired of handling this and like like i stated.