like every every early morning…Betterhelp.Com Ringoffire… particularly on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have constantly drawn they have actually always been really tough psychological days for me i don’t know what’s next i’m simply gon na try this out i might dislike it i do not know i don’t really wish to get a therapist i’ve always wanted to just handle my mental things without having to get one because to me i simply um i simply do not want to need to go through all of this and i do not wish to have to tell people all of my things and just go through all of this i just do not feel like doing all of this and i actually just wished to manage this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after nearly 30 years of attempting so we’re gon na enter that today uh i don’t understand i’m just tired of dealing with this and like like i stated.