like every each and every single early morning…Betterhelp.Com Thecoli… especially on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have actually constantly drawn they’ve always been actually hard mental days for me i don’t understand what’s next i’m simply gon na attempt this out i might hate it i don’t understand i don’t actually wish to get a therapist i have actually always wanted to just deal with my psychological things without needing to get one because to me i simply um i simply do not want to have to go through all of this and i do not want to need to tell people all of my stuff and simply go through all of this i just do not seem like doing all of this and i truly just wanted to manage this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after nearly 30 years of attempting so we’re gon na get into that today uh i don’t understand i’m just tired of dealing with this and like like i said.