like every each and every single early morning…Betterhelp Controversy… particularly on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have actually constantly drawn they’ve always been actually hard psychological days for me i do not understand what’s next i’m simply gon na attempt this out i may dislike it i do not understand i don’t actually wish to get a therapist i’ve constantly wished to just handle my mental stuff without needing to get one because to me i just um i simply do not want to have to go through all of this and i don’t wish to need to inform people all of my stuff and simply go through all of this i simply do not feel like doing all of this and i truly simply wished to handle this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after almost thirty years of attempting so we’re gon na get into that today uh i don’t understand i’m simply tired of dealing with this and like like i stated.