like every every single morning…Betterhelp Corporate Office… specifically on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have actually constantly drawn they have actually constantly been actually tough psychological days for me i do not know what’s next i’m simply gon na attempt this out i may hate it i don’t know i don’t really wish to get a therapist i have actually constantly wished to simply deal with my mental stuff without having to get one since to me i just um i simply do not want to need to go through all of this and i don’t want to need to tell people all of my stuff and just go through all of this i just do not feel like doing all of this and i actually just wanted to handle this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after practically thirty years of trying so we’re gon na enter that today uh i do not know i’m simply tired of handling this and like like i stated.