like every every early morning…Betterhelp Counseling App For Andriod… particularly on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have always sucked they’ve always been really hard psychological days for me i don’t understand what’s next i’m just gon na try this out i might dislike it i do not know i do not really want to get a therapist i have actually always wanted to just deal with my mental things without needing to get one due to the fact that to me i just um i simply do not want to have to go through all of this and i do not want to have to inform individuals all of my things and simply go through all of this i just do not seem like doing all of this and i actually simply wished to handle this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after practically 30 years of trying so we’re gon na get into that today uh i don’t understand i’m just tired of dealing with this and like like i stated.