like every every morning…Betterhelp Counselors License… especially on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have always drawn they have actually always been actually hard psychological days for me i don’t understand what’s next i’m just gon na attempt this out i may dislike it i don’t understand i do not truly wish to get a therapist i’ve always wanted to simply handle my mental stuff without having to get one due to the fact that to me i simply um i simply do not want to need to go through all of this and i don’t wish to have to inform individuals all of my stuff and just go through all of this i just don’t feel like doing all of this and i truly simply wanted to handle this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after nearly 30 years of attempting so we’re gon na enter that today uh i don’t understand i’m simply tired of handling this and like like i said.