like every every early morning…Betterhelp Couples Therapy… particularly on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have constantly sucked they’ve always been really tough psychological days for me i do not know what’s next i’m simply gon na try this out i might dislike it i do not understand i do not really want to get a therapist i’ve constantly wanted to simply handle my psychological things without having to get one due to the fact that to me i simply um i just don’t want to need to go through all of this and i don’t wish to need to inform people all of my stuff and just go through all of this i simply don’t seem like doing all of this and i truly just wanted to handle this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after practically thirty years of attempting so we’re gon na get into that today uh i do not know i’m simply tired of dealing with this and like like i stated.