like every every single early morning…Betterhelp Crunchbase… specifically on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have actually always drawn they have actually always been actually tough psychological days for me i do not know what’s next i’m simply gon na try this out i may hate it i do not know i do not actually want to get a therapist i’ve constantly wanted to just handle my psychological stuff without needing to get one since to me i simply um i simply don’t want to have to go through all of this and i don’t want to have to inform individuals all of my things and simply go through all of this i simply do not seem like doing all of this and i really just wished to manage this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after practically thirty years of attempting so we’re gon na enter that today uh i do not understand i’m simply tired of handling this and like like i stated.