like every each and every single early morning…Betterhelp Cult… particularly on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have constantly sucked they’ve constantly been really tough psychological days for me i do not know what’s next i’m simply gon na try this out i may dislike it i don’t understand i do not truly wish to get a therapist i’ve always wished to just handle my psychological stuff without having to get one due to the fact that to me i just um i simply do not wish to need to go through all of this and i do not want to need to inform people all of my stuff and simply go through all of this i simply do not feel like doing all of this and i actually simply wished to manage this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after almost thirty years of trying so we’re gon na get into that today uh i do not understand i’m simply tired of dealing with this and like like i stated.