like every every morning…Betterhelp Deal… especially on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have actually constantly drawn they have actually always been actually hard psychological days for me i don’t understand what’s next i’m simply gon na try this out i may hate it i do not understand i don’t actually wish to get a therapist i have actually always wished to just handle my mental stuff without having to get one due to the fact that to me i simply um i simply don’t wish to need to go through all of this and i don’t want to have to inform individuals all of my stuff and just go through all of this i simply do not feel like doing all of this and i truly just wanted to manage this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after practically 30 years of attempting so we’re gon na get into that today uh i don’t know i’m simply tired of handling this and like like i stated.