like every every single early morning…Betterhelp Every Other Week… especially on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have actually always sucked they’ve constantly been really difficult mental days for me i do not understand what’s next i’m just gon na attempt this out i may dislike it i don’t understand i don’t truly want to get a therapist i have actually constantly wished to just handle my psychological things without having to get one due to the fact that to me i simply um i simply do not wish to have to go through all of this and i do not want to have to tell individuals all of my stuff and just go through all of this i simply don’t seem like doing all of this and i actually just wished to manage this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after nearly thirty years of attempting so we’re gon na enter into that today uh i don’t know i’m just tired of dealing with this and like like i stated.