like every every morning…Betterhelp First Month Half Off… particularly on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have always drawn they’ve always been really difficult psychological days for me i don’t understand what’s next i’m simply gon na try this out i might dislike it i do not understand i don’t truly want to get a therapist i have actually always wanted to just deal with my psychological things without needing to get one since to me i simply um i simply don’t wish to need to go through all of this and i do not wish to have to inform individuals all of my stuff and simply go through all of this i simply don’t seem like doing all of this and i actually just wished to manage this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after practically 30 years of attempting so we’re gon na enter into that today uh i don’t know i’m just tired of handling this and like like i stated.