like every every single early morning…Betterhelp For Teens… specifically on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have always drawn they have actually constantly been really difficult mental days for me i don’t know what’s next i’m simply gon na attempt this out i might dislike it i don’t understand i do not really want to get a therapist i’ve constantly wanted to simply deal with my psychological things without having to get one because to me i simply um i simply do not wish to need to go through all of this and i do not wish to have to tell individuals all of my things and simply go through all of this i simply don’t seem like doing all of this and i actually simply wanted to manage this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after practically 30 years of attempting so we’re gon na enter that today uh i don’t know i’m just tired of dealing with this and like like i stated.