like every every early morning…Betterhelp Forum… specifically on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have actually always drawn they have actually constantly been really hard psychological days for me i do not understand what’s next i’m just gon na try this out i may dislike it i do not know i do not actually wish to get a therapist i have actually always wished to simply handle my psychological things without needing to get one since to me i simply um i just do not wish to have to go through all of this and i do not want to need to tell individuals all of my things and just go through all of this i just don’t seem like doing all of this and i really just wished to manage this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after almost thirty years of trying so we’re gon na get into that today uh i don’t understand i’m simply tired of dealing with this and like like i stated.