like every every early morning…Betterhelp Free Alternative… especially on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have actually constantly sucked they have actually constantly been truly difficult psychological days for me i don’t know what’s next i’m just gon na try this out i might hate it i don’t understand i don’t truly wish to get a therapist i have actually always wished to simply handle my psychological things without needing to get one due to the fact that to me i simply um i just don’t want to have to go through all of this and i do not want to have to inform people all of my things and simply go through all of this i simply don’t seem like doing all of this and i truly just wanted to handle this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after practically thirty years of attempting so we’re gon na enter that today uh i don’t know i’m simply tired of handling this and like like i said.