like every every single morning…Betterhelp How To Change… specifically on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have always drawn they have actually always been actually tough mental days for me i do not know what’s next i’m just gon na attempt this out i might hate it i do not know i do not actually want to get a therapist i’ve always wished to simply deal with my mental things without having to get one due to the fact that to me i just um i just do not want to have to go through all of this and i don’t want to have to inform people all of my stuff and simply go through all of this i just do not feel like doing all of this and i truly simply wanted to manage this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after almost thirty years of attempting so we’re gon na enter that today uh i don’t understand i’m simply tired of handling this and like like i stated.