like every every morning…Betterhelp Initial Costs… specifically on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have actually constantly sucked they have actually constantly been really difficult mental days for me i do not understand what’s next i’m simply gon na try this out i may dislike it i do not know i do not actually want to get a therapist i have actually constantly wished to simply handle my mental things without needing to get one since to me i just um i simply don’t want to need to go through all of this and i do not wish to need to tell people all of my things and simply go through all of this i simply do not feel like doing all of this and i truly just wanted to manage this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after nearly 30 years of attempting so we’re gon na enter into that today uh i don’t understand i’m just tired of handling this and like like i said.