like every every early morning…Betterhelp Instagram Ad… particularly on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have actually constantly drawn they’ve constantly been truly hard psychological days for me i don’t understand what’s next i’m simply gon na try this out i might hate it i don’t know i don’t really want to get a therapist i’ve always wanted to simply handle my mental stuff without needing to get one because to me i just um i just do not want to have to go through all of this and i don’t want to have to tell people all of my things and simply go through all of this i simply don’t feel like doing all of this and i actually just wanted to manage this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after almost 30 years of trying so we’re gon na get into that today uh i do not know i’m just tired of handling this and like like i said.