like every each and every single morning…Betterhelp Know Your Meme… specifically on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have always sucked they’ve constantly been truly difficult mental days for me i do not know what’s next i’m just gon na attempt this out i may dislike it i don’t understand i do not really wish to get a therapist i’ve constantly wished to simply deal with my psychological things without needing to get one because to me i just um i just do not wish to have to go through all of this and i don’t want to need to tell people all of my stuff and simply go through all of this i simply do not feel like doing all of this and i truly simply wanted to handle this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after nearly 30 years of attempting so we’re gon na get into that today uh i don’t know i’m simply tired of handling this and like like i said.