like every every morning…Betterhelp Maintnece Plan Switch Counsilors… particularly on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have always sucked they have actually constantly been truly tough mental days for me i do not know what’s next i’m just gon na attempt this out i may hate it i do not know i do not really want to get a therapist i’ve constantly wished to just deal with my psychological things without needing to get one due to the fact that to me i just um i simply do not wish to need to go through all of this and i don’t wish to need to tell individuals all of my things and just go through all of this i just do not seem like doing all of this and i really just wanted to handle this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after practically thirty years of attempting so we’re gon na get into that today uh i don’t know i’m simply tired of dealing with this and like like i stated.