like every every morning…Betterhelp Online Counseling Cost… especially on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have always sucked they’ve always been actually hard psychological days for me i don’t know what’s next i’m simply gon na attempt this out i may hate it i don’t understand i don’t really want to get a therapist i’ve always wished to simply deal with my mental stuff without needing to get one since to me i simply um i simply do not wish to have to go through all of this and i don’t wish to need to tell people all of my stuff and just go through all of this i simply do not seem like doing all of this and i really simply wished to handle this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after almost 30 years of trying so we’re gon na enter into that today uh i don’t know i’m simply tired of dealing with this and like like i stated.