like every each and every single morning…Betterhelp Online Therapy… especially on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have always sucked they’ve always been really tough mental days for me i do not know what’s next i’m just gon na try this out i might dislike it i do not understand i do not truly want to get a therapist i’ve always wished to just handle my mental stuff without needing to get one because to me i simply um i just don’t wish to have to go through all of this and i do not wish to need to tell people all of my things and simply go through all of this i just don’t feel like doing all of this and i actually simply wanted to handle this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after practically 30 years of trying so we’re gon na get into that today uh i do not know i’m simply tired of handling this and like like i said.