like every every early morning…Betterhelp Penn State… especially on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have actually always sucked they have actually constantly been truly difficult psychological days for me i don’t understand what’s next i’m just gon na try this out i may hate it i don’t know i don’t actually wish to get a therapist i have actually always wished to just deal with my psychological things without having to get one due to the fact that to me i simply um i just don’t want to have to go through all of this and i do not wish to need to tell people all of my things and just go through all of this i simply do not feel like doing all of this and i truly simply wished to handle this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after almost 30 years of trying so we’re gon na get into that today uh i do not understand i’m just tired of dealing with this and like like i said.