like every each and every single early morning…Betterhelp Personality Test… particularly on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have always sucked they’ve always been actually hard mental days for me i don’t understand what’s next i’m just gon na attempt this out i may dislike it i don’t understand i don’t actually wish to get a therapist i have actually constantly wished to just handle my psychological stuff without having to get one since to me i just um i just do not want to have to go through all of this and i don’t want to have to tell individuals all of my things and just go through all of this i simply do not feel like doing all of this and i actually simply wished to handle this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after practically thirty years of attempting so we’re gon na get into that today uh i don’t know i’m just tired of handling this and like like i stated.