like every every early morning…Betterhelp Prescription… specifically on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have actually constantly sucked they’ve always been actually hard mental days for me i do not understand what’s next i’m just gon na try this out i may hate it i do not know i don’t actually want to get a therapist i have actually constantly wanted to simply deal with my mental stuff without having to get one due to the fact that to me i simply um i simply don’t wish to have to go through all of this and i don’t want to have to tell individuals all of my things and just go through all of this i simply do not seem like doing all of this and i truly just wanted to handle this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after almost thirty years of attempting so we’re gon na get into that today uh i do not know i’m simply tired of dealing with this and like like i said.