like every every single morning…Betterhelp Reddit 2019… particularly on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have constantly sucked they’ve constantly been truly difficult mental days for me i don’t understand what’s next i’m simply gon na attempt this out i may dislike it i do not know i don’t really want to get a therapist i have actually always wanted to simply handle my mental things without needing to get one since to me i just um i just don’t wish to have to go through all of this and i don’t want to need to tell people all of my stuff and simply go through all of this i just don’t seem like doing all of this and i really just wanted to manage this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after almost thirty years of trying so we’re gon na enter that today uh i don’t understand i’m just tired of dealing with this and like like i said.