like every each and every single morning…Betterhelp Refunds… particularly on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have actually always drawn they’ve always been really difficult psychological days for me i don’t know what’s next i’m just gon na attempt this out i might hate it i don’t know i do not truly wish to get a therapist i’ve constantly wanted to simply deal with my mental things without needing to get one since to me i just um i simply don’t wish to need to go through all of this and i do not want to need to inform individuals all of my stuff and just go through all of this i just do not seem like doing all of this and i actually simply wished to handle this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after practically 30 years of trying so we’re gon na enter that today uh i do not know i’m just tired of dealing with this and like like i stated.