like every each and every single early morning…Betterhelp Sponsorships… particularly on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have actually constantly sucked they’ve constantly been really difficult mental days for me i don’t know what’s next i’m simply gon na attempt this out i might hate it i don’t understand i don’t actually want to get a therapist i’ve always wished to simply deal with my psychological things without needing to get one since to me i just um i just do not want to need to go through all of this and i do not wish to need to inform people all of my stuff and just go through all of this i simply don’t feel like doing all of this and i really simply wanted to manage this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after practically 30 years of trying so we’re gon na enter into that today uh i don’t know i’m simply tired of dealing with this and like like i said.