like every each and every single early morning…Betterhelp Tagline… particularly on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have actually always sucked they’ve constantly been actually hard psychological days for me i don’t understand what’s next i’m just gon na attempt this out i might dislike it i do not know i don’t truly want to get a therapist i have actually always wanted to just deal with my mental things without needing to get one since to me i just um i just don’t want to need to go through all of this and i do not want to need to inform individuals all of my stuff and just go through all of this i simply don’t seem like doing all of this and i truly simply wished to handle this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after practically thirty years of trying so we’re gon na enter into that today uh i don’t understand i’m simply tired of handling this and like like i stated.