like every every single morning…Betterhelp Take Insurance… especially on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have actually always drawn they have actually constantly been really difficult mental days for me i do not understand what’s next i’m just gon na attempt this out i may dislike it i do not understand i do not actually wish to get a therapist i’ve always wanted to simply handle my mental stuff without having to get one since to me i simply um i just don’t wish to need to go through all of this and i do not wish to need to tell people all of my stuff and just go through all of this i just do not seem like doing all of this and i actually simply wanted to handle this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after practically 30 years of trying so we’re gon na enter that today uh i do not know i’m just tired of handling this and like like i stated.