like every each and every single morning…Betterhelp Teladoc Acquisition… especially on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have actually constantly sucked they’ve constantly been actually tough psychological days for me i do not know what’s next i’m just gon na try this out i might dislike it i don’t know i do not really want to get a therapist i’ve always wanted to simply deal with my psychological things without needing to get one since to me i just um i simply do not wish to need to go through all of this and i don’t wish to have to tell people all of my things and just go through all of this i just do not feel like doing all of this and i actually just wanted to handle this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after practically 30 years of trying so we’re gon na enter that today uh i do not understand i’m simply tired of handling this and like like i stated.