like every every single early morning…Betterhelp Therapy Online… particularly on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have always sucked they’ve always been actually tough mental days for me i do not understand what’s next i’m simply gon na try this out i might dislike it i don’t understand i don’t truly want to get a therapist i have actually always wanted to simply handle my psychological things without having to get one since to me i just um i simply do not want to need to go through all of this and i don’t want to have to inform individuals all of my things and simply go through all of this i simply don’t feel like doing all of this and i truly just wished to manage this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after almost 30 years of attempting so we’re gon na enter that today uh i do not understand i’m just tired of handling this and like like i stated.