like every every early morning…Betterhelp Vs Talkspace… especially on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have actually always sucked they’ve constantly been truly hard mental days for me i do not know what’s next i’m just gon na try this out i might dislike it i don’t know i do not actually wish to get a therapist i’ve always wished to simply handle my mental stuff without having to get one since to me i just um i just don’t want to need to go through all of this and i don’t wish to have to inform individuals all of my stuff and simply go through all of this i simply do not feel like doing all of this and i actually just wanted to handle this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after almost thirty years of attempting so we’re gon na enter that today uh i do not understand i’m just tired of handling this and like like i said.