like every every single morning…Betterhelp Website Down… especially on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have constantly sucked they’ve always been really difficult psychological days for me i do not know what’s next i’m simply gon na attempt this out i may hate it i do not know i do not really want to get a therapist i have actually constantly wanted to just handle my psychological stuff without having to get one because to me i simply um i simply don’t want to need to go through all of this and i don’t want to have to tell people all of my things and just go through all of this i just don’t seem like doing all of this and i truly simply wished to manage this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after almost 30 years of attempting so we’re gon na get into that today uh i don’t understand i’m simply tired of handling this and like like i said.