like every every single morning…Companies Like Betterhelp… especially on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have always drawn they have actually always been truly hard psychological days for me i don’t know what’s next i’m simply gon na attempt this out i may hate it i don’t know i don’t actually want to get a therapist i’ve always wanted to just deal with my mental stuff without needing to get one because to me i simply um i just do not want to have to go through all of this and i don’t want to have to tell people all of my stuff and simply go through all of this i just do not feel like doing all of this and i actually just wished to handle this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after practically thirty years of trying so we’re gon na enter into that today uh i don’t understand i’m simply tired of dealing with this and like like i said.