like every each and every single morning…Defranco Betterhelp… specifically on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have always drawn they’ve constantly been truly hard psychological days for me i do not know what’s next i’m simply gon na attempt this out i may hate it i do not know i don’t truly wish to get a therapist i’ve constantly wanted to simply handle my psychological stuff without needing to get one since to me i simply um i simply do not want to need to go through all of this and i don’t want to have to inform people all of my things and simply go through all of this i simply do not seem like doing all of this and i actually simply wanted to handle this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after nearly thirty years of attempting so we’re gon na enter that today uh i do not understand i’m simply tired of handling this and like like i said.