like every every early morning…Does Betterhelp Use Psychiatrists… especially on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have always sucked they’ve constantly been really hard mental days for me i don’t understand what’s next i’m just gon na attempt this out i might dislike it i don’t understand i do not actually wish to get a therapist i’ve constantly wanted to simply deal with my mental things without needing to get one since to me i just um i simply don’t want to have to go through all of this and i don’t wish to have to inform people all of my stuff and simply go through all of this i simply do not seem like doing all of this and i really just wanted to manage this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after practically thirty years of attempting so we’re gon na enter that today uh i do not know i’m simply tired of dealing with this and like like i stated.