like every every early morning…Fees For Betterhelp… especially on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have actually always sucked they’ve always been really hard mental days for me i don’t know what’s next i’m simply gon na try this out i may dislike it i do not understand i don’t truly wish to get a therapist i have actually always wished to simply deal with my mental things without needing to get one since to me i simply um i simply do not want to have to go through all of this and i do not wish to have to inform individuals all of my stuff and just go through all of this i just don’t seem like doing all of this and i really simply wished to handle this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after practically 30 years of attempting so we’re gon na get into that today uh i don’t understand i’m simply tired of dealing with this and like like i said.