like every every single early morning…Free Session On Betterhelp… especially on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have constantly sucked they’ve constantly been truly tough mental days for me i do not know what’s next i’m just gon na attempt this out i may hate it i don’t understand i do not actually wish to get a therapist i’ve constantly wanted to simply deal with my mental things without needing to get one due to the fact that to me i simply um i simply do not want to need to go through all of this and i do not want to have to tell people all of my things and simply go through all of this i simply do not seem like doing all of this and i really just wished to handle this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after nearly thirty years of attempting so we’re gon na enter into that today uh i don’t know i’m just tired of handling this and like like i said.