like every every early morning…Https Twitter.Com Betterhelp… specifically on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have actually constantly drawn they’ve constantly been truly hard psychological days for me i don’t understand what’s next i’m just gon na attempt this out i may hate it i do not know i don’t truly wish to get a therapist i’ve constantly wanted to just handle my mental things without having to get one because to me i simply um i just do not want to have to go through all of this and i don’t want to have to tell individuals all of my things and just go through all of this i simply do not feel like doing all of this and i actually just wished to handle this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after nearly 30 years of attempting so we’re gon na get into that today uh i do not know i’m just tired of dealing with this and like like i stated.