like every every early morning…Https Www.Betterhelp.Com Reviews… especially on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have constantly sucked they’ve always been really difficult mental days for me i don’t understand what’s next i’m simply gon na attempt this out i may hate it i do not know i do not actually wish to get a therapist i have actually always wanted to simply handle my psychological stuff without having to get one since to me i just um i just don’t want to need to go through all of this and i don’t want to need to inform people all of my things and just go through all of this i simply don’t feel like doing all of this and i truly just wanted to manage this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after almost 30 years of attempting so we’re gon na enter that today uh i don’t know i’m just tired of handling this and like like i stated.