like every each and every single early morning…Patty Garced Betterhelp… especially on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have always sucked they’ve always been really hard psychological days for me i don’t know what’s next i’m just gon na try this out i may hate it i do not understand i don’t really wish to get a therapist i’ve constantly wished to just handle my psychological stuff without needing to get one since to me i simply um i just do not want to need to go through all of this and i don’t wish to need to tell people all of my things and simply go through all of this i simply do not feel like doing all of this and i really simply wished to handle this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after nearly 30 years of trying so we’re gon na get into that today uh i don’t understand i’m simply tired of dealing with this and like like i stated.