like every every morning…Penn State Betterhelp… specifically on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have always drawn they’ve always been truly tough psychological days for me i don’t understand what’s next i’m just gon na attempt this out i might dislike it i do not understand i don’t actually want to get a therapist i’ve always wished to just deal with my psychological stuff without needing to get one because to me i simply um i simply don’t want to have to go through all of this and i don’t want to need to inform people all of my things and just go through all of this i simply do not feel like doing all of this and i really just wished to handle this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after practically thirty years of trying so we’re gon na enter into that today uh i do not understand i’m simply tired of handling this and like like i stated.