like every every morning…Pewdiepie Betterhelp Reddit… specifically on the weekends like today’s saturday saturdays have constantly sucked they have actually always been actually hard psychological days for me i do not understand what’s next i’m just gon na try this out i may dislike it i do not understand i don’t really wish to get a therapist i have actually constantly wished to simply deal with my mental stuff without needing to get one since to me i simply um i just do not wish to need to go through all of this and i don’t wish to need to inform people all of my things and simply go through all of this i just don’t seem like doing all of this and i truly just wished to manage this on my own i’m not 100 sure that i can after nearly 30 years of attempting so we’re gon na enter into that today uh i do not understand i’m just tired of handling this and like like i said.